sorry..

sorry...
i know you always worrying about me,..
but i am not listen to your advices.. either one of them..
finally, you getting mad at me..very angry..
it was really scary..
dont know why, everytime i told you my problems..seems like just make you more worry + jin zhang.. is it me very bad? or dumb? cannot take care of myself, always makes people worry.
sorry again..really..-_-